Go Inside and Raise the Vibe

FB asks "What is on my mind today?" Today it is sovereignty, like most days LOL. If you are buying what the news is feeding you then you are not sovereign. If you are listening to anything other than the inner wisdom speaking to you, then you are not sovereign. If others are affirming what you FEEL, that is different. Sovereignty is a feeling of liberation and freedom.

This moment in history we are experiencing right here and now is THE time to listen to your divine inner guidance. There is so much wisdom within you and if you are distracted by the outside world how can you listen? Freedom is a feeling! Liberation is a feeling! Go within and listen, be still, and listen, tune out the noise, and listen. Your truth, knowledge, and wisdom await you from within!

If you allow fear to enter into your mindset, you are in bondage. We are breaking free of the bondage now or we have the opportunity to do so. Do NOT buy into the illusions that are in front of you. They are crumbling and the lies and deception are coming to light.

Here in the USA, we recently celebrated our Independence Day. Let FREEdom ring for you. Let's raise the VIBE!!!

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This is my prayer for my global family.

Blessings to every human on this gorgeous planet EARTH. ~Shelly Valinttine

Feeling The Beat

In the stillness I felt a strong steady beat

Pulsing through my back and rippling out

As I tune in, it echoed through my ears

My temples kept time

That rhythmic steady beat reverberated beyond me

It lulled me into meditation with ease

Thank you, my sacred Heart

                                 ~ Chantie Valinttine

Not what I thought

This Thansgiving I finished writing a book, and since I’ve never written one before I suppose I really didn’t know what to expect. I thought it would be a feeling of exhilaration having finally done it. Especially after 30 years or more of saying I wanted to write a book.

It wasn’t like that. I wrote about a devastating breakup experience that cause my fingers to move across the keys of my laptop incessantly for nearly three weeks straight. I could hardly stop. I could hardly sleep. I could hardly eat.

It was a catharsis for more than I understood while writing about it. It took me into a depth that I had no choice but to submerge in for that time.Then I came up learning and growing even more to understand love.

The completion on that Thanksgiving morning was highly emotional and the thought I had was okay this is done. You can come back now Ren. I knew that was never going to happen. It’s not a good situation for me. I mourned on and off the whole day.

It was final, the end. The book was done, for real. What happened to the perceived exhilaration? What about, "Damn girl you finally did it." All I felt was sad because regardless of all the healing, catharsis and forgiveness, I still loved him very much and I missed us. Evidently, that is going to take more time.

While with my family for our festivities, I shared my success at finishing the book. They were blown away that I had written a book and wanted to know what it was about. When I told my daughters, my oldest said she wanted to read it. That was a shock because she says she hates to read.

My daughters were with me when the breakup occurred. So, they witnessed me in one of the most vulnerable times of my life. I think it’s good for teenagers to see their mom as a human being with feelings and not just in the role of mom.

Shortly after the breakup, they were so cute when they said that in the movies after breakups people eat ice cream and chocolate. I assured them that has happened in my past many times, and it only put on the pounds and made me feel worse.

It’s been a couple of days since I finished the book and I can acknowledge my accomplishment but not with the fanfare I might have imagined. I sit with humility more so knowing that there is so much depth to the human experience. Time to write about that in my next book.

~ Chantie Valinttine